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So.

TRYING to keep this costume a secret.

But I need some help I think.
does anyone have any webpages or advice when dealing with body suits and foam?

heh

so its been a month or so since my last entry.

Chris and I have been together for 7 months. He makes me so happy. I know there are a lot of issues but I can't address them. I turn into a mess. haha. But we have fun together. :)

I turned 22 on the 30th of April. My birthday 'party' was a little less to be desired. I didn't really care much about doing something, but Hamish was in Australia so not many of THOSE people turned up. Which is fair enough, plus all the way in Ringwood. But some really good friends came, and we all had fun. Thanks to those that came, I know its a bit of a trek, but I think we all had a good time :)

Some other things happened, nothing that interesting. I'm over my job completley, so we'll see what happens to that.

More and most importantly. On my birthday my grandmother was admitted to hospital. She had cancer. The cancer had spread to her liver, lungs, kidneys but mainly her spine. (this is also why I haven't been out or around latley). Last Tuesday 12th of May. She passed away at 2am.

Its been incredibly hard on my family. We're all naturally upset. I know my grandmother complained a lot, but she really was a good person. My dad is in Poland still. He comes back Saturday night.

My mum is a mess. A total mess. Not because of grief but because of my auntie.

Let me explain.
My auntie lives in France. My babcia (grandmother in Polish) were going to go overseas to see her and go to Poland this year but when babcia was diagnosed she couldn't go. So mum used some of the money they were going to spend anyway to bring my auntie over to see babcia.

Before babcia had even passed away. Marta (my aunt) was searching around the house looking for things she wanted, making a mess and just ignoring the fact WHY she was here.

Now that babcia has passed away, she is having issues with the will.
Its pretty simple. Even I explained it to her. All the assests after the house is sold, things paid off, items sold etc. After all that, it gets split 50/50 between my mum and my aunt. However my mum is the executer, so she needs to do this. It isnt that hard to understand, but she is worried mum is going to stiffle her somehow, even though she can't.

Whatever.

there are heaps of issues between those two I don't want to know, i don't care about. But she is being selfish and the thing that annoys me the most, is it is disrespectful to my babcia.
She hasn't even been buried yet and all this is happening already. That is what upsets my mum.

I took work off Tuesday, Wednesday and today. I will probabaly go back to work tomorrow and Monday. The funeral is on Tuesday so i wont be at work then. I hope I am not taking too much time off.

The funeral will be very sad, thats for sure. Kit said she will come. =)
It will be a Polish mass, and I don't know if anyone has been to a Polish funeral (I haven't) but I know it will be very traditional and religious. Just how babcia would have liked it :)

It feels so strange babcia not being here, I know after the funeral I will have some closure, we all will. It is very different to when my dziadzio (grandfather) passed away a few years ago. Mind you, Marta didn't even come to Australia for that, so whatever!

This shit with her will stop when my dad gets back, she wouldn't DARE do that shit around dad. I love her as a family member. I don't know her well enough to know her character. She is nice to Paul and I but she is a headcase. If she says anything I am unhappy with or disrespectful to my mum when I am around, I'm not having it. Last time she saw me I was a young teenager. I'm an adult now. Whether or not she can see that. I don't care. But I hope it won't have to come to that. i doubt it will :)

I'm glad I saw babcia on Monday. Even though she wasn't with it very much I am sure she knew I was there. I'm so glad that mum had some time with babcia after she was given her last rights. Babcia hugged mum tightly. We think she knew it was her time, so I'm glad she could do that for mum.

Even though babcia was my mums mum. She was like a mum to my dad. More so then his birth mother. He's really upset, I really can't wait to see him.

So,
Both supanovas were alright. I will post pics later..maybe

Cosplay list
Helga from Trinity Blood
Belle from Beauty And The Beast
Jessica Rabbit from Who Framed Roger Rabbit
She Ra LULZ

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note (minus anything I've added in brackets). Then, put x 's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.



(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
Total: 8

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) Anchorman
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x)Saw
( )Saw II
(x)White Noise
( )White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 17

(x)Scream
( )Scream 2
( )Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
( )Scary Movie 4
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
( )American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 24

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
( )Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 31

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 37

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x)Joe Dirt
( x) King Kong
Total so far: 47

(x) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X -MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 54

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 61

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 72

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Slevin
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 88

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 93

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Enchanted
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 103

(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 115

(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
( ) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 120

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 125

(x) Baseketball
(x) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
(x) House of 1000 Corpses
() Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
(x) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
(x) American History X
(x) Thor
Total so Far: 131

(x) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
(x)Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 137

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
(x) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
(x) Waterworld
Total so far: 143

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Combat
(x) Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
(x) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 149

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 155

(x ) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
(x) Team America: World Police
(x) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal
Total so far: 173